AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I don't like being a douchebag though. It only happens when people peeve me off (like when they put as much effort into a conversa-yadda yadda yadda), and I'm looking for a long term relationship. What that means is, unless I feel like maintaining a "rustled off" mentality for the entiredy of my life, I need to select against that particular trait...which I do. As far as wanting what you can't have, that's just stupid.

I like Biology because the information is just so gosh darn interesting.
I like Skyrim because customizing my characters and taking them on adventures makes me feel just so gosh darn good about myself.
I like conversing with you fine people on the internet because the conversation is just so gosh darn tantalizing.
I like the military because they keep me in shape and make it to where I doesn't afraid of anything.

There isn't a single thing I do, or like that I do or like because I can't have it, or shouldn't like it. If a girl has one, or even both, of those traits, the relationship wouldn't work out for very long. I'd likely murder her for annoying the ever living piss out of me for either keeping me in a constant state of "angry" or only showing me attention when I try and NOT show it to her (and she'd probably LIKE IT). Besides, one of the other things I've heard when it comes to girls is that if they aren't interested in you, you should accept it. Being fair, I'm going to hold the female gender to the exact same regard. Welcome to equality.

Hey, perhaps you wont have to deal with it that way. Just because this person now is acting this way toward you doesnt mean it is because you were a jerkbender. Perhaps things just happen to fall into place right and maybe, she remembered how nice you were to her. At the same time if it feels like a game play it out a little, if it works out it works out.

I know I hate how I feel right now (Like lonely poo) so do what makes you feel good, with in reason

I was nothing but nice to her, as I am with most people, especially girls I have an interest in. I only became a jerkbender when these games started to come in to play. If it is a game, then I have no regrets. I hate those freaken games. That's just how I am. I'm an analytical person, so I tend to to try and think out when things happen, and if things happen because someone's trying to play hard to get, or doing this "your ignoring me only makes me want you more!" crap than my analysis is going to be that you have no fucking clue what you want. If you're not interested, fine. One other thing I'm told is to be a decent human being, which includes taking the hint that if someone's not interested, I won't pursue. That's what decent people do when a girl hints that they're not interested...they leave them the hell alone. If you're interested...fucking show it. That's a guarantee when it comes to attracting a decent guy.

When you play hard to get, and make them have to chase you despite signals that say you're not interested, you're selecting against that trait which makes a guy decent, and instead selecting for an asshole who will chase after you even when/if you're completely not interested in him. That's why I can't stand it when I hear that girls just want a guy who's decent...and then play hard to get. No decent guy pursues "hard to get". The second a decent guy gets the irk you're not interested, they do the decent thing and move on. Maybe they test it a little to spark that interest, but if it persists, then they move on. That's supposed to be a favor to you, yet it's something I have to explain as such in a comment for women to read.

EDIT: And if my comment in any way shape or form seems like I'm venting at you specifically, I'm not. I'm venting at the universe, and the frustration that is this shitty society in which we live in where these shitty love rules exist. I'm supposed to be a douche, I'm supposed to be decent, I'm supposed to be myself...fucken make up your mind.

Brock from Cockfighting Society is definitely visiting next summer!

me and this person were quite close but now we've drifted apart because we only spoke over pm's on another forum
idk kind of good kind of bad but i can't wait for someone perfect so

perfect is a relative term really. Most of us have our dream girl or guy all imagined out, or already have that special someone in our lives.

But a person is always going to have what another person perceives as a flaw.

Keep true and with your band there Harry and you will find the right girl for you

I know you are not in that band sorry I saw it and was like "WTF it looks like Tales"


But seriously if you meet the right girl you will know it and you will do fine. I hope you and everyone else gets what they want

I'll have been with my current girlfriend for exactly a month coming next Wednesday. Wow, time has this funny way of going really fast sometimes.

Grats!

Here is to many many more months

Call me Ishmael. Some years ago - never mind how long precisely - having little or no cheddar in my purse, and nothing particular to interest me on shore, I thought I would sail about a little and see the watery part of the world. It is a way I have of driving off the spleen and regulating the circulation. Whenever I find myself growing grim about the mouth; whenever it is a damp, drizzly November in my soul; whenever I find myself involuntarily pausing before coffin warehouses, and bringing up the rear of every funeral I meet; and especially whenever my hypos get such an upper hand of me, that it requires a strong moral principle to prevent me from deliberately stepping into the street, and methodically knocking people's hats off - then, I account it high time to get to sea as soon as I can. This is my substitute for pistol and ball. With a philosophical flourish Cato throws himself upon his sword; I quietly take to the ship. There is nothing surprising in this. If they but knew it, almost all men in their degree, some time or other, cherish very nearly the same feelings towards the ocean with me.





...Oh wait....

Oh good. I thought the spambots were starting to spout literature.

Old flames emerge while new girls command his attention

None are bad, all are great, hard decisions to be made

Whom will Glocktor choose?

Stay tuned

Glocktor X his hand OTP

EDIT: Really cute new girl at school

PONDERING WHETHER OR NOT IT IS A GOOD IDEA TO DATE ANYONE AT MY SCHOOL EVER AGAIN

My school is really small and the past two times have ended...not poorly but it's still weird to see my two exes every week

well okay only one of them is really an ex

and even then

but it's still weird

What do you mean by this?

Also 5 days 'til 1 month I can't wait 8D

Arghhhh I might have screwed up a potential date because I got excited while talking to her via internet. Its not often I find a girl who like the anime I like, videogames, and even goes to the same college as me @_@

Well it depends on how excited you got and whether or not they noticed