AWKWARD ZOMBIE

What is attention seeking, manipulative behavioural issues

Well I may be giving him too much credit, but I know I thought about doing things like that before, hell, I've cut my arms over someone before. Things seemed like without her, life wasn't worth living. That's what I am assuming he felt, but the only reason I would think to be mad at this guy would be if he was doing it just to get revenge on her or to spite her...but... I wouldn't think anyone could be cruel enough to end themselves just to hurt someone else.

I don't think you've ever read Romeo and Juliet.

umm....I don't recall anyone killing themselves for spite in Romeo and Juliet, they killed themselves because they thought that life wasn't worth anything without their s0ul m4t3

How old are you, Zang?

If you assume that's healthy or normal, then you're an idiot.

Zang, that really is not how it works.

That's not love, that's being manipulative. It's an abusive relationship.

Thanks guys for mostly remembering my emotional break down that I had a few months back. But Badfish, besides all those things (Which are entirely true). Ultimately he raped me multiple times, that's why hes so dangerous to other girls now. I don't want him to EVER do it to another girl against her will. He was the one to cause 3 anxiety attacks for me and a emotional break down.

It broke me, it really did. And I regret so much now. I don't even think I'll be able to have my own kids because I'm so afraid of getting pregnant. Nor do I think I'll be in a good relationship either. It's just left me with a lot of fear now. And it hurts so fucking much whenever I'm around him or remember all the sick stuff he made me do to him.

of course it's not. It was something stupid I did.

and oh my God Willow Witch I am so sorry, I-I had no idea. God, I am sorry, I never meant to...I..have you told anyone about this?

I can not tell you how much I....God I am so sorry.

Zang you don't have to appolgize for not knowing. You did nothing wrong. Also yeah, I've told most of my friends and my mom. It feels like a thing thats to big to keep a secret from everyone. Even if my ex completely denies it and says that he "persuaded" me into doing what he wanted.

Finding Argyle's body and then having to tell Dashwood that his best bro is dead

MANLY TEARS WERE SHED

Willow you have all my sympathy in the world

He's obviously an idiot, because that is still admitting he raped you.

If you have to "persuade" someone to do anything, you're walking a VERY thin line for the person's comfort levels, and if you cross it, that's when it becomes rape. Which is quite clearly what he did.

Well shit, sorry Willow, I didn't want to start anything back up emotionally for you, anyway I'm still sorry.

(Long post incoming)

The girl I did try to date wasn't dangerous to my physically, she just tried to manipulate my feelings towards her. When we were together I told her about my extreme phobia of death, and when I broke up with her, she tried to use suicide as a way to bring us back together. It's hard for me to describe this, these are actually text she used when she threatened to commit suicide. This is about a month after I broke up with her, and I was trying desperately to stay friends with her. We had an argument the night before and she suggested not talking for a few days to calm down. She texts me the next day.

Her text are blue, mine are red.

Hi Badfish?
Why won't you talk to me?

Because you said let's not talk for a couple days?

No I didn't i was just in a really bad mood
i didnt mean it i swear

I think it will be good for us to have a day to think

well i dont think it will...

im sorry _______

For what....ripping my heart again and ruining my life again
(Few minutes later, she keeps calling me trying to get me to talk to her)
U know what fine badfish be that way...i dont care anymore... than i am not keeping my promise to u... say goodbye to ______ forever... good bye Badfish
Ill see you soon..ill be watching u

_________ stop this, my mom is going to call the police Please stop.

(She tells me that I need her address and that she can lie to the police, then says the reason she's not talking to anybody anymore is mine. Then she sends this)

like i said i was fine today and u ruined it by saying oh i think we should stop talking so once u say sorry for saying that than i wont do it

(She keeps calling, I don't pick up. She basically send that message several times.)

i swear to god this will be the last time u ever talk to me if you dont pick up the phone

(finally stops calling after about an hour)

fuck u... i am not talking to u... amd if u really think i will kill myself over u than ur weird... i would never do such a stupid thing so.......bye

She then keeps texting "Why aren't you talking to me" Or variations of that.


And that was basically that, I never texted her back and never said another word to her.

About 20 days ago she randomly texts me

"hey"

No answer

Then, just yesterday, she texts me her apology. Saying she was childish and that she was sorry and that she would still really love to be my friend but if I don't then it would be ok. She also keeps trying to be my friend on Facebook and sends me messages.


No, no I will not be your friend again you over-bearing, selfish, emotionally abusive, pathetic, out-of-touch, no life (she has very little friends, and never goes out), manipulative, BITCH.

The really, really sad thing is that we are both in HIGH SCHOOL. She honestly believed that I, a 16 year old, was her soul mate, and that we were going to live together forever, and have children together, and always be pop flyin' with lots of hugs, kisses, and sex.

I hate her, I hate everything about her.

Sorry for the extremely long post, I'm afraid it will make me look too whiny or pathetic, if not a bit too open about me personal life. I just really needed a place to say this. My apologies again Willow, I didn't mean to open any closed doors.