AWKWARD ZOMBIE

Zink, nothing in that was something to be ashamed of.

That inadequacy isn't a problem, it's life. We will never have nothing to do, and nothing to improve upon. The inadequate feeling you have is just acknowledging that you have room to get better, which is a good thing.

Zink, if there's one piece of advice I could ever give you, it's to join performing arts. Anything, acting, music, dancing,public reading, poetry slam, anything that puts you in front of an audience. I use to have the exact same issues, still do to a point, but the first time I got on that stage and performed my first play I loved it. The knowledge you worked hard and performed well is reinforced by the crowd's applause. I won't pretend to know you, but I think this will really help.

Zink, I had always (Since when I first joined the forum) been jealous of your writing. The way you make your characters so like-able and function-able is a great talent. I always wanted to be a writer, and I compare my writings to yours all the time. You're a fantastic person, and I hope you realize this.

Oh Zink honey.

I can't quite get into words what I want to say, but you're a really wonderful guy. It's hard to believe, but it's true, and I hope you can see it one day.

Thanks guys. Although, I do act far differently in real life than I do on the internet. I don't think about what I say as much, and I come off as far more rude most of the time.

Also, reading through that whiny post again, I noticed that I sort of gave the impression that I didn't really like my sister. I feel the need to say that is far from the case. We get along very well.

I feel like there is something else I should be saying but I don't know what.

It's probably best to just drop the subject now, anyway. I wouldn't want to look like the whiny little emo desperately crying for attention. Many people on this forum have far greater troubles than I.

Being in a relationship is a wonderful feeling and it hurts to think that you may never find someone who you love or that loves you back, but you need to be careful not to get so involved in the idea that you don't get into a relationship with the wrong person.

Take all the time in the world and make sure that it's right if you do want to go into a relationship, Zink. The wrong person could make things all the worse.



Tori

Tori

[spoiler]I can only really speak for myself, but I would more than gladly throw myself at your feet and do anything for you. You are a beautiful person and you work so hard to brighten up peoples' days when you know they need it.

I'm certain that a lot of people here would agree with me, but even if they don't I'll be a huge person in a group of just one that's madly in love with you. c:[/spoiler]

I've been bullied in just about every single school I've been to.

I think about it all the time.

I still have nightmares about it myself, even though it's becoming rarer. Middle school sucked.

i have repressed my memories of it.

I'm still scared to leave my home because of it

Just yesterday somebody sacked me with a highjump pole.
I punched him in the face and then everybody gives me hell about it, and saying that he didn't deserve it.


O RLY?

I was bullied a lot in middle school. Kids were such douchebags. It made me afraid to talk to people.
Everything got better after 8th grade though, people matured.

This is really sad so spoilers.
[spoiler]One kid at my high school committed suicide because everyone was an asshole to him. [/spoiler]

Thanks, Decker. That really means a lot to me. You're a real sweetie pie. c:

Everyone in 7th Grade was a complete asshole towards me.
All because I only owned a Wii and didn't play games like MW2.

^
Exactly what is happening to me.
Also because I like Halo more than MW2.

They also call it CoD in real life, They cant be bothered to say call of duty.

That's some pretty epic laziness right there.

The guys at my school avoid me like the plague because I like Pokemon, and when they asked me the first time I got all defensive and they got offended for some reason. But enough about our school problems, let's have some bawwwwww.