AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I used to like English until I realised that it was nothing but herp derp symbolism juxtaposition ruinan ur favourit movies durr

I've got a paper in psychology that i have not started on that is 3 pages long and due in a week. oh and it's more important than my final, so I cant really screw this up.

Yeah I think I'm gonna end up failing this class.

So I went to take STAR testing for math, failed miserably, and got a manga.
Yes, my school gave me a manga just for showing up for testing. Volume 1 of Hollow Fields.
Still didn't really soften the blow of doing horribly all that much.

In Language Arts we're doing all this career preparation crap. We even took several personality tests and the only one I really agreed with was... uh... I forget what it's called but it's the one with four letters. I got INTP. We also had to send a letter asking for information on a college of our choosing. I was surprised to get one back, but haha WHOOPS I don't really plan on ever going there. I'm gonna go wherever I get a scholarship and can be near Ari.

But really, High School better be better. It's hard to be worse. My school is full of the worst dicks imaginable.

Also I did not get invited to Diversity club. My friend Katie, who says she's a transgender, did. My friend Mickayla, who is whiter than me, did. My "acquaintance" Connor did... even though he's a pretty racist little fuck. What. The. Hell. All they do in Diversity club is play games and stuff, what if I wanted to go there and hang out with my friends. I'm diverse, I'm like 100% of my school's nerd girl population.

High school is worse. Sorry to break it to you. The dicks get... more dick? Dickier?

I have a class dedicated to "Careers" that is required to take. Essentially you take personality tests and people tell you that education is a good idea. Then you watch movies about random stuff, like October Sky and Hotel Rawanda.

It's like waaaaaaaaah!? I could have been taking more math >_>

Actually, it gets better in high school. People stop giving a shit and go do their own thing.

Aaaagh I know. Careers is really a terrible class. Half of the personality tests don't even freaking work.



Actually, at least in my school, it does get kind of worse. Everybody tries to be "cool" and it is just so fucking annoying.

i guess people were too busy smoking pot at my school to care

I think the weirdest part of that class is how that booklet they make you pay for you never use.

That and no matter how much they say that education is a good idea the course focuses mainly on the trades. I have connections to the head of Aerospace Engineering at two Universities and that's what I plan on going into so it's the most pointless class.

In my experience people ....give... more of a shit? Well what I mean is that in my experience in high school everything is about people trying to pull each other into awful drama. And the dicks are indeed dickier.

As somebody who's just now ending that phase of life, a word of advice. As a highschool girl please do not end up going out with some dude ten years older then you- as an observer of this ever popular phenomenon, I'll tell you right now that it always looks creepy and does not work out.

I feel ashamed of myself because I put in way more effort in the things I did in high school than what I do now.

I ended up doing way better towards the end of high school because our guidance counselor basically said it was doubtful I could. Spite is a great motivator.

It was put in a much more tactful way, of course, but still.

High school was better in my case.
When I feel like being an asshole I walk to the front of one of the chubby, running middle schoolers and walk as slowly as I can afford, it's always fun.

I find it funny that books about prostitution (La Vie Devant Soi) and graphic violence (Le Roi De Fer) are okay where I go, but if they contain a paragraph about zoophilia (Le Grand Cahier), parents threaten to sue the institution.

That's the way it is in my school now. I can't imagine people caring even more about being cool than they do now. Hopefully they'll be too busy talking about their pregnant friends to bother with the rumors of me going out with my androgynous friend. Hopefully.

And we'll be having classes with Sophomores and other older people. I'm going to hope they're more mature than my classmates, who laugh whenever someone says the word "dicks."

edit: Also during the standardized testing today, some girls were getting some stuff from their bags when they saw a spider on the wall. They stopped what they were doing and freaked out. I just sort of sighed, got up to grab a tissue, and went over to the wall. They were all "KILL IT KILL IT" and I was like "NO" so I picked it up and threw it out the window.

Apparently I have a Feminist in my class.

Our class divided into a few groups and selected leaders, and only one female ended up as a leader. This isn't the part that bothered her.

Later the group leaders were meeting up, all except the female (we had some reason for not including her, I can't remember what) and when she tried to join in we brushed her off by sarcastically saying "This is a MAN meeting"

3 minutes later our ears were ringing from her stream of insults and she was running out of the room crying.