AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I am capable of hating people. I'm just like a cowardly little bitch who will secretly hate them behind their back but as soon as they talk to me I am incapable of being outright rude. At most I can sound disinterested or curt, but I actually have to psyche myself up and force myself to actually be outright rude or mean.

I don't think I've ever actually insulted someone face-to-face... Not that I haven't been a rotten weasel that bitches about people behind their back and it eventually reaches and offends them, but even when they call me out on it I'm like "Oh jesus I'm sorry I said that even though I hate your guts."

What if someone you've talked bad about walked up to you, angry and insulted with you said, and started crying while telling you off? Then, later, when glancing to see what they were doing on thier laptop in class, hoping to get them in trouble with the teacher, you see that they're a reg on this forum? How would you feel, Star? I mean... Ugh, I just hate people who do that kind of stuff. It's just infuriating.

I'd probably be incapable of being anything but comforting and supportive even if they grilled into me really hard and just told me to leave them alone. If I apologize even when confronted, I don't imagine I'd act any... worse? Better? If they started crying because of me.


Uh, I don't know. That sounds more like something personal for you than a random question for me.

I know most of the regulars here and while I might express distaste for their actions sometimes, I don't actually hate any one of the regs. There isn't a person I hate for the actions they pulled over the internet. The people I DO hate all did something in real life that ruined my ties with them completely and if given the option I will always choose to avoid them. However, if we're talking about a school setting (for example, someone I knew in high school is someone I hate now), if I was forced into a group with them by the teacher, I would be polite and as considerate as I deemed necessary to them and would try to avoid drama. But it would be a cold day in hell I would talk to them as a friend again or let them into my home.

i like to give my honest opinion about people. sometimes i'm not tactful and end up as a big jerk though :/

still, i've learned that talking to people helps.

I never talk.

I was playing a game in class today and said something, and one of my classmates was actually surprised that I could talk. Thinking about it I realized I've said maybe three sentences in Spanish class this whole year.

I feel kind of bad about this.

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I don't know, I was just mouthing off a random example of a situation. The whole 'slathering someone in honey and wait for bears when they aren't looking' thing just generally pisses me off. No personal things intended.

[size=0]Also I know this post might be hard to understand but I'm tired and angry so disregard.[/size]

People always assume I'm quiet. Then they see me around people I know and they're like "holy shit you're loud when did this happen".

haha well you see these people danced around a magical shrine surrounded by very territorial unicorns. Many lost their lives. Those that made it returned home with my voice and the promise they would forever be told funny jokes and I can't think of anything else to put here they just got to know me because as it turns out I've still got the mentality of a five year old girl and TALKING TO STRANGERS IS BAD.

I once played a full game of Pokemon TCG by myself.
Mostly because I got a new deck; Lt. Surge deck, fuck yeah.

There's been a lot of TCG talk, now I need to play one.

I'm partially deaf in my right ear.

i don't smile that often

Your avatar is so contradictory

When I'm walking by myself, I often remember something that made me smile or laugh, and I desperately try to supress it because I don't want people to think I'm weird.

So instead of just smiling randomly, I end up giving the most retarded and most likely creepy facial expressions. And yet I still always fight the urge to just let the smile come out.

star you are so cute