AWKWARD ZOMBIE

Firefox did a thing and now it seems to be a blank slate minus my history and bookmarks. No previous session data, no adblock, settings all at default. Only a mild inconvenience, but that's a lot of tabs gone.

I hate not having stable Internet connection from my bed.

The wi-fi on my room mate's router is complete garbage but I use an ethernet cable to hook up most of the time anyway. It's still really annoying for the game systems and guests though.

It's my phone's connection. Although not that I think on it, might be something to do with my room being in the basement

Having the analog stick on my Xbox controller isn't fun.

Why is someone not looking for a romantic relationship such a reality-defying concept for everyone. Every time anyone brings up the topic of me not wanting a girlfriend someone immediately asks if I'm gay, because if you don't want to bother with one gender you must want the other one apparently.

i can't decide if it's the event holder that's completely incompetent or if the website is fucking awful but i'm having a hell of a time trying to enter this god daisies dog show

So I read a while ago that AoU would be on Netflix today. Turns out that it was wrong.

Clothes with fake buttons and fake pockets.
You know them, they have buttons and pocket sewn on them but seems they're just put on last-second, no holes to put the buttons through and the pocket lips are just stitched on with no pouch under them.
What is the point? Why?

Dad is wanting me to do a lot of work right after my cross country meet. Told him that what I'd done was all I was going to do because I need to rest after it and he started me on working inside instead. I understand I should do things, but I just ran a meet and my lungs are really fucked up because I might be sick so blergh.

Please don't yell into the phone . I can hear you fine.

my boss got me an interview for a contract job with a different company and needless to say the guy was so..................................intense. that i ended up panicking and now im probably going to revoke contract with him because i don't think i can do what he wants. i kinda just ran on automatic and was like 'yeah sure' to everything and now that im sitting back i don't think i can do it to his standards. like i could do it but...idk he had high expectations. also idk if i wanna work with him lmao. he was so overpoweringly ...dominant in ~aura.

anyway so i feel like a coward and failure but my mental health is more important right

All of my PC parts arrived today except the processor, so I have to wait until Monday to put it together. It's not that bad since I didn't expect any of the parts before monday, but now that I have most of them it's kinda annoying, haha.

medium panic has evolved into full blown i want to jump off a bridge panic

yaaaaaaaaaaaay

It's pretty annoying how much I see people claim themselves feminist and for equality and stuff, but then agree with statements like "all men are pigs" or "why do we even need men?" or "white men are scum of the Earth" especially when, THEY ARE WHITE GUYS THEMSELVES. Like, sure, now they might be saying they're becoming gender fluid, or not wanting to be a guy anymore, and that's fine, but I can't help but wonder if they are also thinking this way because they don't want to be associated with the bad guys.

It's also annoying when I see people say negative stuff against white boys, but then their friend says "but I'm a white guy..." and then they reply "oh no, it's okay, you're an exception" like, isn't that the thing where people are always saying "not all men" but then the guys who say that are laughed at a lot? I don't get it. Why is it a bad thing to say "not all men" other than the fact that it's obvious that they're not really saying every single man is like that, but I still don't understand. How can they hate a big group of people, but then decide their friends are exceptions to the rule? I don't get all this racism and sexism stuff at all. u_u;