AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I had health+sex ed in 11th grade. It was pretty much reading through the book, but we got to watch a video about sex. And we watched "Supersize Me".

Ahh I just remembered. We also got to see pictures of the effects STD's cause.

aaaahhhhhhh man it was so nasty. D:

At my school, we got very comprehensive sex ed. They tell us everything, like how the stuff inside us works, why things are happening, all about sex itself, and how to protect yourself from STDs and pregnancy.

In fact, the basis for sex before marriage in our class was "wait until you're ready, and be sure to protect yourself."

you know, what if when you die, your mind sease to exist?

what if after all there is nothing, not even darkness!

what if you just stoped, for ever!

that really scares me...

That's one thought I really hate. I find it terrible to think that my consciousness will cease to exist.

Fuck. Now I'm scared too.

Thanks a lot, Spongedav!
Ah, I'm kidding. <3

just try to imagin how it would feel!

I get a weird feeling I hate but thats no where near not existing!

I was kidding about the anger part.

The thought of pure nonexistence IS scary, though! D:

I know its ok, but really try to feel like if you didn't exist...

IT IS SO HARD.

It's impossible. You wouldn't feel anything. Not even sadness that you don't exist.

That's why it would suck. I DUN WANNA FEEL THAT!! D:

true. so now I dont want to die. not until I'm sure I don't have to do anything else here.

or anywhere else.

Whut? Where else? You mean a different country or planet?

you never know!

maybe before you die you enter an alternate dimention or something.

or maybe I'm talking about here being my life, and I'm saying I'm not leaving until I have done everything I can for others, and not just me.

Insperation phrase!

Live for yourself, act for others.

I reckon it feels roughly similar to that time where you were so piss drunk that you lost your virginity to that woman you got pregnant, but you can't remember it at all, and as far as you can remember you are still a virgin and will die a virgin.

Something like that.