AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I managed to install Firefox on my Kindle and then use adblock on that, is that an option?

Though, frankly, mobile Youtube is shit no matter how I'm accessing it.

I was awoken this morning by the fraud department of my bank. Some asshole in Buffalo tried to transfer $500 to a digital wallet and rent a Super 8 room, so they shut my card off.

I now have $1.02 until my new card arrives, in 3-5 business days.

I was at Walmart, today.

While on my way with my brother to get random food stuffs, someone decided we didn't look near holy enough or something and walked up to us to hand us the usual God Is Love And Jesus Is Cool pamphlets. I was fine with this, it didn't bother me too much.

But then she stepped right up to me and obliterated my Personal Space bubble, placing a finger inches away from my nose, and said "Jesus died for your sins."

This is the part that bothered me. I felt as though I had been metaphorically impaled and suddenly jumped backwards on instinct, nearly crashing into a passing shopper on a motorized cart.

After trying to recompose myself and catching my breath, I tried to state my dillema as clearly as possible, "Please, I can not be in proximity to other people." It was taking everything I had to not break down on the spot. I cannot stand being near other people, even my close family members are rarely nearer than a couple of feet.

I vaguely recall my brother stepping in and trying to tell her to stay away from me, but then, I don't know, I think she stepped up to try and hug me.

And that was it. I couldn't keep up the act of being a perfectly functional member of society. I nearly started crying as I grabbed the cart full of groceries and bolted for the other end of the store, crying between a shelf full of tortillas and a cooler full of assorted chicken products for what felt like roughly ten minutes.

I don't like people that can't recognize that their presence is troubling.

That ruined my afternoon.

Oh my god, Airra. D:

What you need is to live up north. The more north you are, the less people will want to talk to you (barring Jehovah's Witnesses).

And I'm pretty sure in New England it's legal to punch people if they touch you. if not, it should be. It might as well be. It'd happen if you tried it, is what I'm saying.

The pamphlet churches are the absolute worst. They have absolutely no concept of personal space or "the right time". At all.

I think I just coverd my bed in slpiders. fuck fcuk fucvk

I'm sorry, what?

You heard the poor man, his bed is crawling with slpiders now.

He has to burn his bed now.

And his room.

Oft, that sucks. I'd just sleep on sofa instead.

Things that piss me off? Right now, flu. Ugh. Reason I lost my job back in 2011, and that my anxiety kicked off badly in 2013 (I wanted to say that I started having anxiety at that point but I think I always had it before that, just it wasn't bad until then). So yeah, flu sucks.

Coping well with it than last few times though - probably because I'm used to it and there's nothing to do this week (save Friday) but I really hope it goes away before next Monday...

Roommate keeps bringing home the fuckwad that I greatly dislike. I am perpetually uncomfortable any time he is here. I do not appreciate being uncomfortable in my own house.

What's wrong with the fuckwad?

I mean, from the name I gather they aren't a nice person.

Well, he tries to be nice to my roommate when he's thinking about it, but he's not so much the "good friend who you can rely on but occasionally fucks up" type, and he's more the "consistent fuckup who afterward tries to be nice and do damage control in the hopes that he'll eventually get into her pants" type.

And he really fucked up in a way that hurt my roommate, both physically and emotionally. I do not recall ever being so angry before in my life as I was at that time. And while I won't give my roommate shit for forgiving him, I am still extremely uncomfortable around him, even when he isn't necessarily doing anything wrong.

I keep subconsciously biting the inside of my cheek, and I can't stop. Even when I catch myself and then stop doing it, I end up doing it again a few minutes later without realizing it. Now the right side is bleeding a little bit.

Switched to a new PC this Christmas. After two months decided I wanted to play Command and Conquer again. I own the Command and Conquer Collection which requires me to use Origin. Download Origin again and forget my password. That's fine, just use my email address and whatnot to recover it. Do so successfully and log in to Origin.

Immedietly, I notice that my username is set to my password, none of my games are there and my avatar is missing. I did not sign in with a new account I simply tried to retrieve my password, but now I somehow have a new account and can't log in to my old one.

What the fuck.

Acid reflux is a total bitch.

Also, I wish my brother in law would hurry up with his store run so I can go back home. I don't like babysitting, and I don't like being at their house. Super boring here.

Oh, wait, I hear his motorcycle now! Yay!