AWKWARD ZOMBIE

It tends to lead there for obvious reasons.

So the guy that I was sort of dating before this quarter started dumped me - he just flat out stopped texting me and avoided me at parties and stuff. Took me like 2 weeks to figure it out too. I'm still really hurt about it.

Monday night I saw him for the first time after a week. I was walking in the market with some friends, and he walked about 1 foot away, facing me, and COMPLETELY ignored me. So horrible. I still want to cry just thinking about it.

Then tonight my good friend invited me to his frat house to hang out with some of the guys. She knows about everything that's happened between us, and she assured me things would be fine. I ask her when we get there whose room we're hanging out in - it's HIS room. Luckily, he wasn't there. So we're all chilling, and the door opens, and guess who is standing there in a towel, just out of the shower.

Yep. The guy.

I had the most awkward shuffle out of the room of my life. I made very brief eye contact, kind of muttered a "hello" ish sounding thing, and walked very quickly downstairs.

Oh god. I want to puke. Or cry. Or just crawl into a corner and never come back out. Why does this happen to me.

This has nothing to do with you. It has everything to do with him being an immature dick.

The fact that he doesn't have the moral fibre to end things with you by talking to you about it only says plenty about him. You deserve better than that and there is no reason to be ashamed. He should be the one feeling bad and getting out of your way.

That's what everyone keeps telling me, and what I keep telling myself, but it still hurts.

Makes me feel like I'm not even good enough for a simple "It's over." Like I'm unworthy or something.

Aghhhhhhhhh

haha, i know that feeling

like, "you couldn't bother half-assing a breakup via text or anything?"

it hurts, but you move on and realize such a scumbag isn't worth the distress

so i talked to the girl i like and was like "yeah, if things are gonna get more awkward from here, then I think it's be a good idea for me to tell you that I would love to stay here as just a friend of yours. No more, and hopefully never any less." and she was mad cool with it, and we're friends now.

Looks like, for once in my life, I made the right decision despite not wanting to.

if he's the kind of guy who has the capacity to act like that, he's the kind of guy whose opinion you shouldn't value.
easier said than done, but true nonetheless.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Nobody said that it'd be easy; they just promised it would be worth it." Bob Marley

go kick him in the dick

I wish...

Apparently my friend say him today and said that he looked and seemed genuinely unhappy or upset. So, that's sort of okay with me. Not that I wish bad things on him, I just hope he realizes what a douche he's being. I'm still going to hang out with the other guys in that frat, regardless. But I just want him to understand that, as a college freshman with braces and low self-esteem, I had more balls than him, the popular 3rd year frat star.

People can be dumb sometimes.

Told the guy I fancy all of the mental stuff that'd been going on in my head and he didn't act weird and we're still friends.

Still sort of got no clue what's gonna happen there but hopefully THIS TIME I won't redevelop a trillion hang ups.

Guy that I broke up with wants to Skype with me
I'm pretty sure I'm going to flat out tell him that I'm not interested in seeing him again.

Yeah, that's what I'm trying to do with my ex

except we go to the same school so

Ever been kind of interested in two people, but not quite interested enough to ask them on a date?

It's not that they're both not cute or anything, I guess I just don't know them that well.

I know that feel.

Except I have actually hung out with one of them

SO I know this girl, and I wouldn't say I like her, but if she asked me out I wouldn't say know.

Someone give me some sort of advice about this.

I don't know exactly what I'm looking for here, but some sort of advice