AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I feel this comment referring to a Korean youtube video

Whenever I get nervous or thoughtful about something, My fingers start to itch. I just wind up grinding my fingers against each other involuntarily, and everybody always notices it. It happens all of the time too.

I know right? Sometimes it's just a "oh now I notice this thing" but it sometimes it's like, oh I JUST learned what such and such is and then an hour later your best friend or something wants to discuss it. Or your teacher or coworker or whoever. It's super bizarre.

You mean like when I try to find a Mareep to catch and it takes me half an hour, but right after I caught it they were there 9/10 random encounters.

You know how when you think things in your head, you think them in a voice? Like that 'reading this in my voice' sensation. Just before I go to sleep I hear people saying my name in my head. Not as if they were in the room and actually speaking, but as if I was thinking it in their voice, as if I was reading it in their voice.

It's weird.

Yeah let's go to sleep ajhhhhhhh yeah cozy cmon let's juuuusssstttttt WOAH.NELLY I'M TRYING TO RUN OFF THE daisies BED

I know one, ONE, Japanese character by name.
く = "ku"
And now I hear it all the time.

Gonna put this here since it's not technically a dream

I've had a couple more "psychic encounters" (I'm calling them that because that's the best way I can describe it), from the same "person" or entity or whatever you'd call it. I say person because whatever.

Both times were heralded by the fact that the "constant tone" that I always hear was significantly louder than usual when I started getting into bed. The first time I paid it no mind until my body started freezing up, like sleep paralysis only not as "severe". I was wide awake but couldn't move, so I focused on the tone until it encased (or linked, if you will) my mind, and started sending a feeling of being burned across the "line", psychic fire I suppose. After a few seconds the hold on my body stopped and I was able to move again, but about a minute later the feeling started creeping back. So I put a barrier around my mind and this time engaged the one on the other side in conversation. It went something like this:

Me: What are you doing?
Him: Trying to see inside your mind.
Me: Why would you do that, though? There's nothing of worth in there.
Him: Ah, there is, you just don't know it.
Me: Then what are you going to do with it?
Him: There is a vast amount of untapped potential there; much can be done with such a resource.
Me: Hm. Can you tell me what it's for?
Him: -laughs and fades out of link-

After that I strengthened the barrier to keep it out, and the feeling of having my mind looked at was less prominent.

The second time was only a day ago, and it seemed like I was talking to someone else. Either he was stronger than the other or I just didn't care to fight the paralysis this time, probably because I was actually sleepy. As such I didn't get much out of the conversation, and the link itself was hazy at times, but one point stuck prominently in my memory. I was hit with a couple of mental images of myself committing suicide; the kind of mental images that you don't actually see, but you kind of "feel" like when you're remembering a song. One in particular stood out in my memory for some reason: falling backwards off a building, arms akimbo, and hurtling towards the earth with my eyes closed. After these images (that felt like they were being conjured by myself even though they were foreign) I called at him: "Hey, what is this, these aren't my thoughts." The one on the other side simply said "Aren't they?" and after that I couldn't recall anything else because of the aforementioned haziness of the link and my refusal to hold it firmer because of my fatigue. Even so, I know with certainty that the suicide images thing wasn't the main point of the conversation, I just couldn't figure it out because of how fuckin' tired and ready to sleep I was. I didn't have time for a bullshit psychic visitor.

Any way, take these for what you will, but I don't think they qualify as actual dreams because I wasn't truly asleep during them, and the fact that I had my own tactile input that affected what happened.

oh, your so cool. I feel like hugging people so much right now...

I used to have these dreams when I was in kindergarten, in the mind of a normal child they would be nightmares, but for me, they were casual dreams in a nice first-person view. I wonder what ever happened to them.

Nowadays when I dream, it starts off with random predetermined characters all relating to each other. Starts off with random stuff, but then they enter a more serious part of my dreams. And then END WITH CLIFFHANGER.

I want a hug now.

I'm not sure whether to interpret this as sarcasm or not



Here, have one on me *hugs*

if it were me it would have been deeply sarcastic

If it were me I would have gone back to hiding in the closet

Relurk

Here's a question if anyone is interested in answering: What scares you and why is it scary? Like for example, more than just "omg zombies are scary!" what about them scares you if that happens to be your thing? Is it the idea of their ability to dehumanize people by changing them? Fear of being eaten alive? Something else? Also, consider things that aren't physical threats. What concepts scare you? In games, movies or books that have made you jump or sweat, what about the parts that made you jump really got you?

Man, wasps seem to scare me only because they scare me in my dreams. I have never been scared of them before, and I see no real reason to be now, but I am. They just started showing up in my dreams, being the worst fucking things ever, and now I panic every time I even see yellow and black together.

I remember once when I was watching The Shining with some friends, and at some point during the movie I suddenly started laughing. I didn't understand why at first, but then I realized it was because I was actually scared out of my mind and my mind couldn't process it or something so it made me laugh as some desperate attempt to convince myself that my fear was unrealistic.

The very fact that I laughed at that moment scared me in itself.