AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I just want to cuddle :c

That feel when younlook at this great university website, have great asperations and could see yoursekf going there only to realise you'll never be good enough to get your degree there. You'll never have enough background to get in and that you're never gonna end up doing what you want with your life.

Fuck i hate feelings.

Shhhh baby. There's plenty of universities here. You'll find a great one.

jsyk even if you're not positive that you can get into a university, apply anyway. Unless you have to pay to apply, there's really no reason not to. You may be surprised.

I don't know any university you have to pay for to apply. I had to pay when I applied for mine but that was the first semester's tuition already and the only requirement for my major is to be able to study at all. Which is the case for most majors, except the ones where there's way too many applicants like medicine, law, etc. where they put you on a waiting list if your grades aren't above their requirement.

Yeah in the states, there's sometimes a fee you have to pay to apply, or to apply multiple times.

I just figured it's different everywhere, so I might as well mention it so yeah

Our sociology teacher showed us that Amanda Todd suicide video in class today, and we then spent over half of class talking about shunning kids and doing nothing when someone is abused.
I-
I just feel like an awful person, because I do jack shit when stuff like that happens, before all this, I just didn't to get injured, now I feel like, I guess approve of kids getting beat up...

Not everyone knows how to deal with that kinda stuff. I don't think that letting people be bullied is the same as approving of bullying. I think a lot of people just don't know how to deal with that. And sometimes they just feel rude for intruding.

At work they tell us NOT to confront irate customers. Even if that means letting someone else cop some abuse. There's a signal that gets called for all the burly men to show up. Otherwise they don't want us to go in.

Happened yesterday, some guy cracked the shits about bacon. I was nearby and wanted to go to (female team member's) aid. But we had recently been reminded not to do that.
Luckily we have a guy in our store who's like 6'6", Sudanese kid. He's pretty soft spoken so I reckon he'd not hurt a fly.
But you know... he's tall... he's black...
Bacon dude backed the fuck down.

EDIT CRY: Just got back from a doctor's appointment. Told to avoid dairy for a few days to see if my tummy problems clear up...
I just bought a whole lot of delicious cheeses. I have ice cream in the freezer. No more milk in my tea.... Oh Dairy-Chan. How will I live without you?

I just found out that non-EU citizens studying in the EU pay about 8 times as much as we do. And it's still cheaper than studying in the US or Canada.

Every college I applied to and was looking at had a $50 application fee.

#reasons Kamak applied to only 4 colleges and really should have applied to less

Professors and guests once again critiqued my appearance and my attitude instead of my project. Apparently the fact that I'm terrified of social situations makes my mockup suck.

Well, you can't blame them for shying away from door zombie, find a group you share intrests with, and they'll give you respect.

Saying good bye to Crisp after such an awesome week...

Ugh, I feel like a jackass. I went on a date with a girl I had no interest in, and instead of just having a good time, I gave her her first facebattle and we held hands and touched and shit all night. Now I know she wants a relationship, but I don't. I just totally led this girl on, and I feel like an booty for it. Nothing good can come out of this situation.

EDIT: actually nevermind, she was just like "K".

One of my friends who used to love graphic design is about ready to switch out of the class because of the teacher's bullshit expectations.
It's pretty heartbreaking, since she actually switched out of other classes to be in there.