AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I hope to god you voted Liberal, jesus god.

My own bed. DnD nights make me crazy pop flyin' and just the new friends I've made over the past few months.

and I may have gotten a job~ plus I've got another interview on Wednesday :3 I need to buy tights, but I hope it goes well!

boom. taxes: done

Was that directed at me? if so, then nope. The whole party is notoriously corrupt and the last time they were in power, they outright refused to start a public inquiry about corruption for three years because they have ties with the mafia and the Hells Angels and knew it would be uncovered, and they don't give a shit about the environment, want to make healthcare private and have personal ties with companies that want to exploit shale gas.

"you always have such interesting shoes"

"you look like an astronaut"

mission accomplished

Is that.... really even remotely necessary? Like is there a particular reason you're so alarmed with Obnosim's political affiliations that you have to express such urgent concern?

Whooo just ordered some fancy pants flute music so that I can start being better.

Wait, what's a pants flute?

Or do you mean pan flute?

She's describing the flute music as fancy-pants, I believe.

fancy-pants not fancy pants-flute, m8.

My next work schedule has me working with girl what i have a sort of crush on; and my supervisor, who i think hates me, takes most of it off for spring break.
Here's hoping i don't get fired before then.

It's an underappreciated gimmick.

Thats what you get for trying to be sarcastic on the internet

All moved in at the new apartment. Tomorrow is grocery shopping and unpacking.

I find it hard to talk to people when something's bothering me because for a long time, I've essentially been told that I'm too emotional and my feelings are often irrational or ridiculous, that boys shouldn't cry because it's a sign of weakness and no one will take you seriously, that the things I enjoy are largely pointless. And so I keep my frustrations bottled up until I can't take it anymore, and I need to talk to someone before I explode, at which point the person I'm talking to gets angry or upset at how flustered I am, so I decide to stop bothering them and don't bring my problems up again.

So while I was with my church's college group last night, I brought up how awful school is right now and how I don't even know if it's even possible to pass some of my classes at this point, and just had a good cry. It felt freaking great, and guess what? No one thought I was weak and no one thinks I'm a joke, and I can't be taken seriously. In fact, I got a lot of support and love last night.

I started back on fluids today, and my friend said we could hit a pizza joint near the store where I got my MtG cards once I get out of here.