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I have OCD too. Mostly the sorting one and the washing hands constantly one.

I have a weird thing where I am very anal about straightening everything. My hair, my clothes, jewelry, pictures, bedspreads... etc. Even just straightening it once isn't usually enough, and sometimes I actually get rulers to make sure it is absolutely effing straight.

Would that be some kind of OCD, or am I just weird?

OCD rules everything around me.
OCD rules everything around me.
OCD rules everything around me.
OCD rules everything around me.

I desire things to be in even numbers and specifically in 4's.
I also took a number of anti-depressants and whatnot in addition to Prozac in an attempt to become a well-balanced individual, but none of that ever does anything. I didn't even get any fun withdrawal symptoms when I lost my insurance and stopped them all at once. The only meds I miss are the benzos and other sedatives for insomnia.

This isn't psych ward material or anything, but I had to go to therapy for a few years because of an abusive elementary school teacher.
She would shriek at us and overwork us when she was feeling pissy, but when I got out of therapy she was retired.
Basically, I came out of therapy one fucked up little kid and she walked away with pension.

Let's just say I almost feel like all teachers I don't absolutely love can all go to hell, now.

Thats OCD, I get it myself at times.

I'm not sure what it's called (or if there is even a condition) but I like to eat myself.Not in a sexual way, but I chew on my fingernails and the skin around my fingernails quite often. If I cut myself on something I like to drink the blood (your own blood DOES taste good). When I was little I also picked my nose (but who really hasn't).

I used to be really OCD, but it's not so bad now. I had this thing where everything had to be even, and all feelings had to be even on both sides. It's kind of hard to explain, but it's like, if I touch the middle of my palm, I have to do it to the other hand. And if it doesn't feel exactly the same, I have to keep doing it over and over again until it feels the same or I get distracted. It also works this way with inatimate objects. If I touch the corner of say, a shopping cart, I have to touch the other corner.

I've also been so upset by something being off centered that I've cried. But it's been a while since that's happened.

I feel all fuzzy because it was my post that started this.

When I was in the whole underweight stage, I just forgot things, like what I just did. I was getting out of bed then I kind of blacked out and fell on my back, and next thing I know it's 10 minutes later and my limbs are tired and achy and I'm crying all over the place. It felt like I just ran a marathon.
I've also had a naso-gastric tube. Hurt like hell.

Okay, bear with me on this.

My sister is really fucked up ever since she got this boyfriend, Donny, and she started Facebook. A few moths afterwards, she started going to Donnys friends house and then her facebook was filled with things like sex and bands like Slipknot. Then, she asked my what I would think if she ran away. I didn't think much of it until, on the last day of school, she never came home.
My mom told me that my sister was at the police station, and a few days ago she told her friends that my dad sexually molested her, and my mom was going to take her to get an abortion. One of my sisters friends then called The Child Protection Services and made my dad take a lie dectector test, and kept changing the questions until my dad just said yes so he could just go home. CPS Took my sister away and made my parents get a divorce. Me and my mom had to stay in a hotel for 2 weeks until we found an apartment. When my sister came over to visit, She had new clothes and a new cell phone. And since she was gone for my birthday, she got me a SOCCER OUTFIT. And I don't friggen play soccer, and she knows that. We have no idea how this is going to turn out, but she isn't a part of my family anymore.

I have enough mental ones to retard Stephen Hawking

Dyslexia, Dyspraxia, ADHD, Asbergers and all those

yet i get good grades and am a generally likeable person, not someone trying to clap their wrists and trying to bite their shoulder (do it, it makes you look SO cool)
i think mental things are a bunch of bullshit personally

To date, I've been diagnosed with:
Tourettes Syndrome
ADHD
ADD (don't ask why both, I don't know)
OCD

My Tourettes used to be REALLY bad when I was younger, like back in middle school. Though, I've grown out of them. Also, the Tourettes swearing? Thats very VERY rare, even in the pool of people with it. No, I was not one who had that tic. Mine was squeaking, constant eye blinking, banging my knees together (even until bruising), and constant fidgeting. All thats left is the rare squeak when I'm really excited, but that's only when I'm alone, and the eye blinking. I know my Aunt has it cause she has the eye blinking tic as well. I used to be horrible inattentive when I was younger, now I just multitask extremely well. Lastly, I don't know if its mental thing, but I get vertigo when I look at someone for extended periods of time. Like, they get smaller or taller or farther way, something like that. It doesn't happen all the time, but it makes me subconsciously not look at someone directly.

I suffer partially from the Gay.

Who doesn't get diagnosed with ADD/ADHD these days?

I haven't.