AWKWARD ZOMBIE

Looking trough some old achievements on my Xbox. Super Street Fighter 4 and BlazBlue Calamity Trigger: Last played 23.03.2011

Thinking back a bit about my last relationship too.

Welll I was going to make chicken paprikash tonight but my parents got impatient so told me not to, and then ate all the leftovers, and they forgot some of the ingredients I asked for anyway. So now I'm not sure what to eat. u_u I still haven't eaten yet today actually.

I went to resolve my dinner issue by getting takeout, but... the chinese place was closed. And so was my city's only other chinese place. And the mexican place was too busy. I just got my brother some fries and came home. Sigh.

No food makes me sad too. I'll never forget the day I was called down from my lunch break to deal with a customer. When I got back someone had thrown out my lunch.

Started feeling depressed after seeing a picture of the girl I've had a crush on since third grade facebattling her boyfriend. Then I started thinking about things like, I haven't had a relationship with a girl that's lasted more than a couple of dates. Go back to thinking about her, and remembering her straight-up telling me that she doesn't see me as a potential love interest, and that I'm just like a 'little brother' to her. So I start giving myself excuses, like "if we were the same age, she totally go out with me" and shit like that. Feel better for a bit, so I send her a text. Says she's "chilling with her boyfriend". Great. Feeling depressed again, masturbate to a swimsuit photo of her. Awesome. Now I feel like such a dick for jerking to another dude's girl. Swiped some wine from the basement. My head kills like a bitch.

Lesson learned. Thinking does shit for you

wowzers.

I have much to learn

I will show you the way, grasshoppah

Not hanging out with you guys for over a week

Youve got plenty of time to make up for it.

i fucked things up
edit: nevermind

Being ignored and glossed over

Those super realistic dreams that you so desperately want to be true, only to wake up and find out nothing really happened.

The voice actor for Mermaid Man passed away

I don't want to talk too much about it but I suddenly feel like pretty much everything about my drawings is a cheap, amateur gimmick and at the risk of sounding like every emotionally-imbalanced female archetype ever I really really wish dad hadn't eaten all of our snacks.