AWKWARD ZOMBIE

the tenpenny towers basement

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Bluh I feel like shit. 3 People that I've peronally known have died this week, and my mom is very upset about it. Also to day I got hit by a car, fun.


Also I feel like I'm slipping back into depression, or anxiety. Not like I'd tell my parents about it since I don't believe in taking anti depressants. I can't help the horrible memories from my old school keeping my up at night. Just gotta get though it I guess.

Also its inevitable that my ex is getting his booty handed to him sometime soon by a friend of mine. Whoops

Today, I brought super special cupcakes for all of my friends to eat, and then I realized I didn't have many friends. So, I was the only one who enjoyed the cupcakes. One of my friends ate one, scraped the icing off (making it look like a gross lump of fail), dropped it on the container, ate the dismangled cupcake, and said it could've been better. I feel like devouring the rest now.

give your friend a bop in the face instead of cupcakes next time

Every time I see two people trying to hook up in high school, I offer the same advice.
"I see a storm coming, if you go down this road, it won't end well for anyone."
This prediction is never wrong, but nobody wants to listen to me.

my brother and his girlfriend dated in high school (they went to separate schools but still)

they're married now

have been for five years now

8l

Rare as shit but it happens.

Yeah, my brother met his lass in highschool. They get engaged two years ago.

That's one time in a hundred, but everyone acts like it's totally gonna happen to them.

And then their world falls apart when it doesn't happen.

Also, I meant that every time I've made this prediction, it's been right without fail, bad wording on my part.

Yeah brah I feel you. I personally have never gotten into a relationship where we both thought it would be a forever kinda deal, but I make the most of the least, as it were.

So a lot of personal friends and family of mine have been getting sick/close to dying lately. At least three have some form of cancer. I've been getting anxiety attacks and my insomnia's been getting much worse, but I don't wanna say anything to my parents due to the fact they're completely overprotective and even me just having a cold results in them telling me to take large amounts of medicine and to stay home. I never take up the stay home offer because I hate missing school. I feel like one day of school is equal to me dropping an entier grade in a class, so I don't go down that road. Also, even though I've been out of my relationship for at least two weeks now, I feel the need to already push myself back into having someone...It doesn't help at all that old boyfriend and his new girlfriend (who also happens to be a friend of mine, fun fun) sit at the same table as me everyday at lunch, so I can't even enjoy trying to forget about him there. Silly Little Love Day's coming up, and I feel like I'm gonna be more and more sick as the day approaches. Just in general, hasn't been a good month for me...

I feel like such a dick posting this after the last post but all of you can relate right



Tuxedo Mask has a working one and we are taking it and our kids will watch it so they do not have to live without pushing in a VHS ; ;

Feels so bad.

We still have one around here somewhere, unused.

I have a working one that I still use, as well as a DVD player.

we put our VHS away last year when it finally broke after like what, 12 years of use.

So many movies I watched and taped on it.