AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I stole the idea for my user Location from [Cthulhu Networking].

I also find it amusing to replace his name with various possible acronyms that "[CN]" could be.

I was sexually harassed by an older girl in grade school but it was before I had begun thinking anything sexual so I wasn't really aware of it that much, other than I thought that girls were still gross.

I wasn't the only one, there were like 4-5 other guys as well. It was generally mild, mostly aggressive flirting and and a few times unwanted facebattling.

I've gotten into a weird habit of laughing dryly at upsetting situations. I now realize it's kind of creepy if I just put "ahahaha..." I hope this isn't going to be a really weird and long lasting habit that I do aloud. I think I'd be going crazy if I laughed after any upsetting situation.

Lately I've also been avoiding friends, or just ditching them at school to go study by myself. I think some of my friends are getting upset by it, but I just worry about my grades a lot and would rather study than just hang about talking about meaningless stuff with them.

I'm lazy and unmotivated when it comes to programming. I should have done better in this class and I would have if I wasn't lazy.

I'm constantly afraid that my life has just been a relatively easy dream, and that there's a very hard wakeup waiting down the line.

I have this habit of constantly scratching at my finger nails while I'm not holding anything. Just, like, slowly scraping away until I tear a point off like a hackish nail-clipperless trimming that looks absolutely awful.

And ehmahgersh that sounds absolutely horrifying after typing that out what the heck am I doing to myself?!

found an editor I'd like to use to go over my novel. Alternating between super hype and crazy nervous about the outcome

As a person who wishes to write as well, I wish you the best of luck Chinmaster.

I stole the idea for my user location from my user location idea stolen by Airra, but modified to reflect my current passion.

I don't think I've changed my location in literal years. I am always not doing things I should be doing

Whenever my British friends start talking about Englishlandia stuff or the subject of 'Murikan VS Brit' spelling comes up, I start acting like an exaggerated stereotypical patriotic American that acts like the United States is the best thing since Apple Pie.

Same with my Australian friends, but it isn't as fun for some reason.

That reminds me that until recently, I had no idea that lemonade isn't carbonated by default in Americaland.

There is no possible scenario in which I come out victorious from that.

Aaaand until just now I didn't know it is carbonated by default in Elizabeth II's dominion.

That's a weird difference... I wonder why?

Well, over here, carbonated water is the standard instead of non-carbonated, so maybe it has to do with that.
We even got carbonated apple juice.