AWKWARD ZOMBIE

It's a bit painful for me to scroll through my Facebook feed and see everyone celebrating about graduating/getting their lives together when I have no idea what I'm going to do for next semester. I don't even know how to break it to my parents that i didn't finish my degree on time.

I'll go to the advisor's office tomorrow and hopefully I'll feel better when I have some semblance of a plan. For now I guess I'll just have paralyzing anxiety. My favorite...

shhhhh shhhh Everything Will be okay, Saint.
We can be SMUdents forever (Or for me at least the next five years) You'll be okay, <3

Confession: every time I scroll through a page with Crisp's avatar, I think I have a tiny hair on my screen and go to swipe it off.

Goddamnit

Friend called me. Thought it was another friend for a solid minute. He's also really hard to understand and I was trying to play Terraria, so I had to cut off Terraria to put all my focus into understanding him. I just couldn't multitask that much.

I tend to prefer reading about things than I do watching things. I hate when a news article just links to a video with no written information.

This can apply to things like movies/tv shows too. As much as I think Game of Thrones probably makes a much better TV show than it does a book series, I'd rather read it. Probably because I can read a lot faster than people can talk/act. I don't actually like reading fiction either.

I honestly love the song Green Tambourine.

I heard that song at the end of the Recess movie, and it was amazing.

Finding a new apartment is really stressing me out, mostly because I've made zero progress and I move out in less than 2 weeks. Just hearing my roommates packing and stuff makes me feel bad for not having my shit together.

I just have no idea what I'm doing... ugh

If my clothes would last forever, I would also wear them forever.
I don't know why - well, I kind of know why, because for whatever reason this is the only thing my shitty self-esteem stayed - but having to buy new clothes makes me feel pretty bad and uncomfortable.

My stuff is so old and broken, geez. A lot of my things are as old as 8 years actually.

Me too, its justfucking impossible to find clothes my size. I have size 15 shoes, I'm 6'7, and I weight around 300 pounds, its a fucking nightmare.

shirts that fit my bust (without being big enough everywhere else to doble as a tent), and dress pants that are long enough. I can pretty much always find jeans that are the right length, but never nice slacks.

and I understand the "but I dun wanna buy new clothes" sentiment. It's very un-fun, and expensive, and I know how to mend or modify my clothes as they wear out, so I'm less inclined to spend both cheddar and effort, and ehhhhh.

Shirts are hard for me. My upper body is almost a bit too long for a medium, and a large is long enough, but swallows me width-wise.

I just had to throw away a bunch of perfectly good clothes that I had stopped wearing because the cat chewed giant holes in them. My wardrobe is suffering quite a bit.

I love shopping for new stuff, I just have a combination of little time, few friends to go shopping with, and a big reluctance to spend cheddar. I'm also really picky.

I spend too much time on these forums refreshing the page to see all of TurboPunz avatars