AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I'm beginning to believe that I'm a hopeless romantic.

Or are you just romantically hopeless

Well, there's that too.

I'm hopeless of ever being romantic.

Depends if you're actually romantic, or the kind of romance that borders on stalking that Hollywood has taught us

More and more I find myself being bored by people. Like they resigned themselves to mediocrity, don't have any interests that really run deep and don't have much interests for the things that go on in the world around them.

I feel sort of the opposite with people honestly. Like I have some friends who are really passionate about what they want to do with their lives and feel really strongly about what they're doing, while I find myself constantly unsure, and often struggle with feeling like too boring of a person (despite being the coolest person to ever live apparently)

Iunno I guess sometimes its good to remember that everyone's got something going on in their heads, even if it doesn't meet your expectation

I have lots of things going on in my head

"at least i'm not spoony"

Sometimes I think that my death/leaving home would benefit my family. I should get a job.

Being self sufficient and an asset to your household is a worthwhile pursuit. Do your best.

i lose hope so easily. the minute something goes wrong, it's game over for my mind and it's really awful. i just want to be sure about something, but i just am not sure about anything anymore which then makes me more stressed and then the cycle goes on and it sucks man.

I'm really worried this New Year's Eve "Get together" (party, much to my dismay) will end in disaster because of last year and it is really upsetting, even though I know there is no way it will.

nothing scares me more than losing my control to the hands of alcohol. waking up after blacking out and not remembering my night is so terrifying to me and i can't really fathom why

That's not an unfathomable fear in the slightest.