AWKWARD ZOMBIE

I absolutely despise Heights. Especially those funneling stairwells with that long drop down. Heights and falling just turn me into a whimpering little shit. Just the fear of falling, thinking in those last few seconds just absolute fear and worry until the inevitable smash. Fucking hate that feeling.

Addiction.

Life

Drowning, and pretty much all forms of suffication.
Also my arms being bound, I can't take that.

negatative one hundred sexy points


I am fucking TERRIFIED of wasps have I mentioned how god awful wasps are because wasps are like satan bees sent to do nothing but be fucking horrifying

My hands being tied I don't mind, but I mean my arms all together, like being wrapped together.
I don't cuddle under blankets because of that.

I'm scared of skin diseases
like REALLY REALLY scared of skin diseases
like they creep me out a lot
in my old health class we had a textbook and there was a picture of a kid with rubella on one page and I refused to read that page or turn to it or look at it

Also anything that looks even REMOTELY like a skin disease, like clusters of holes or bumps on any surface, they will give me the chills and the creeps. Typing this sentence creeped me out and after I post this I'll need something to distract me from it.

When I was younger I got some skin irritation from some new bedsheets (that we didn't wash first), and for about a week I was completely covered in red splotches. They didn't look like bumps but when I ran my finger over them I could feel it. They also itched like crazy and I couldn't sleep because of it. Since then I shudder to even think about stuff like that.

Acrophobia, full stop. I can't even sit through a simulated flight in IMAX without having a panic attack.

When I was younger I had this completely irrational fear of Yu-Gi-Oh and Danny Phantom. Not the shows they were in, but the titular characters themselves. Don't ask me why, it confounds me to this day.

Whenever I cross the threshold of an elevator, I have this brief moment of absolute terror where I feel like the elevator will just drop down when I put my foot on its floor, taking half of me with it.

I actually cant ride an elevator up more than five floors without panicing. Like, It was so bad one time I had to get off and walk up the other seven flights of stairs.jdndjidkd

Also being crushed. asdf thatsbthe one thing in the words I hope to never have happen to me. I'm also scared of getting diseases.

I'm pretty terrified of close ups of insects
Also being buried alive

Taking risks in...I don't know, social situations I guess.

I'd much rather go bungee jumping or skydiving or spelunking or whatever than risk looking stupid by asking a girl out or admitting I forgot an equation in lab or something like that.

I would like to think I do not fear the act of death, or death itself, but me dying stuck in this lousy hick-booty town, in a dead end job, having done nothing noteworthy or important.

I know I'll die. That makes living so much better.

read up on the safety systems of elevators and you will know you are safe.